Yeh Kaisa Darr ? (hindi)

     यह कैसा डर ?

यह कैसा डर ?
भीड़ में गूम हो जाने का डर
राह में अकेला पड़ जाने का डर
कोई एक गलती हो जाने का डर

या  
कभी कोई रूठ जाने का डर  
खुद पर से यकी छूठ जाने का डर?!
क्यों? क्यों है यह डर ?!

दिन ढल जाने के बाद
शाम रुक जाने के बाद
रात की काली परछाई जैसा
कभी चुपके से दिल में आ जाता है यह डर

आकर इन नन्ही धड्कनोको बढ़ाता
रह रहकर इस दिल को तड़पाता
बेचारा दिल यह सह जाता
कितना कुछ कर जाता यह डर

दिल को क्या समझाए ?
तुम धड़कना छोड़ दो ?
मन की इस पीड़ा के आगे
शर्मसार होकर घुटने टेक दो ?
चेहरे पर आंसू लाकर वहीँ उन्हें सुक जाने दो?

माना यह जंग इतनी आसान नहीं
डर के आगे बेबस हो जाए इसलिए इंसान नहीं
यह डर तो बस मन का एक वहम है
हमसे छल करना ही इसका करम है
दिल में एक मशाल तुम जलाओ
यकीं खुद पर, भरोसा अपनों पर लाओ

डर को ना लाओ ज़िन्दगी में फिर कभी तुम
मन के आज़ादी की शायद है यही धुन

                                   - अजिंक्य

This was written couple of months back. Haven't posted it here at that time. Don't remember whether I gave any title to this one but will give a nice and sweet one. Here go the lines (in hindi)...

Tumse nain mile khet khalihaano me
phir milna hua kaee baar mahekte baagano me
pind ki hawaaon bas teri hi khushboo hai
ab tu mujhse main tujhse rubaru hain
shuru ho raha hain hamara ek rishtaa
badh raha hain pyaar aahista aahista
badh raha hain pyaar aahista aahista

O Death!

O Death,
Please embrace me,
Cuddle me in your cozy arms
I want to sleep soundly
Have been running for Life
to a destination unknown
Don't know where I'm heading
but towards you!
Feels like the end is near
and I'll be yours forever
Just let me die cozily
but don't let me die in the dreams
for I'll not know that you are comforting me
O Death,
Please cuddle me,
For I'm insulting Life,
Not trying to Love her,
I'm being an enemy to her
Can't or Don't want to go back to her,
So please cuddle me
Want to sleep soundly
atleast once..

A Short Goodbye!

In this endless maroon night
Just want the things to be right

Suddenly, my smile seems to fade
And an emptiness inside me is being made

Is this an illusion of separation from you?
In a short while, I'm missing you?!

I know, we'll meet again in that Golden Rye
But poisonous, was your smiling short Good bye!

 

The desert song

in the heat and in the brightness

you come to me

to seek the evidence

of your dreams waitin to be free

take the sand in your hand

and throw it in the air

you'll get the chance to see 

what you want to be

don't ask for the oasis

it is just an excuse

come upto the sun

to unleash the real you

the saffron is what you like

but it is the beginning of your pain

child, sleep well with these stars

'cuz there's a bright great day ahead

Song called "Going Insane and back"

my bread and butter's going scarce
i'm waitin for a chance
think of all of the reasons
I hope God may understand

His been kind
I had gone insane
Feels like to live life
that was thought in the mid days

I might be fooling self
i may be encouraging
god told me I was the one
to help myself again

life is beautiful
that's what Roberto Benigni told us
keep smiling and wishing
cuz your dreams are truly becoming

A feeling of you

you aren't here

but something 

like your feeling is here

residing in my heart 

and living with me

enjoying my life

and a sense of togetherness from me

I had told her that

I'm in love with you

can't wait more to be with you

cuz I've waited all my life for you

she told me with a smile

that you are on your way

and its just a matter of a few miles

now when the wait will get over

my life will get a new meaning 

surely I don't want to feel

the feeling

that I'm in love with you

or your own feeling