The desert song

in the heat and in the brightness

you come to me

to seek the evidence

of your dreams waitin to be free

take the sand in your hand

and throw it in the air

you'll get the chance to see 

what you want to be

don't ask for the oasis

it is just an excuse

come upto the sun

to unleash the real you

the saffron is what you like

but it is the beginning of your pain

child, sleep well with these stars

'cuz there's a bright great day ahead

Song called "Going Insane and back"

my bread and butter's going scarce
i'm waitin for a chance
think of all of the reasons
I hope God may understand

His been kind
I had gone insane
Feels like to live life
that was thought in the mid days

I might be fooling self
i may be encouraging
god told me I was the one
to help myself again

life is beautiful
that's what Roberto Benigni told us
keep smiling and wishing
cuz your dreams are truly becoming

A feeling of you

you aren't here

but something 

like your feeling is here

residing in my heart 

and living with me

enjoying my life

and a sense of togetherness from me

I had told her that

I'm in love with you

can't wait more to be with you

cuz I've waited all my life for you

she told me with a smile

that you are on your way

and its just a matter of a few miles

now when the wait will get over

my life will get a new meaning 

surely I don't want to feel

the feeling

that I'm in love with you

or your own feeling

....and I miss you - An 'after break up' story

what was the reason

I don't really know

but it led the both of us

to quietly go

I feel one of us 

should have said no

I'm afraid that now

I'm missing you

also my black eyes

are slowly turning to blue

don't know whether

the same is happening to you

I remember the moments

spent with you

those were utterly gorgeous

and unbelievably true

we had talked on the phone

throughout the night 

gazed at the sky in the morning light

now with every ring of the phone

my heart says its your call

which gives me hope 

that in love we should once again fall

want you back into my life

cuz I now have known that

I can't live without you

Oh my life!

Aao batadein sabhiko

Faaslon ka kya hain 

kal parso ye mit jayenge

Chhupaane se kya hain

raaz to khul jayenge

Aankhon hi Aankhon 

ka pyaar bahut hua

Aao khul ke pyaar karen

zamane ka dar 

humein kaha hain

Here the love amongst the characters is in the initial stage.They haven't confessed to each other but they both know they have that kind of feeling for each other and now they think they should declare their love publicly.

Campus Romance

Thinking about you everytime

don't know whether this is fine

memories of you fill my mind

wanna converse with you

please come online

I stare at you 

often in the class

you sit in the front

and I at the last

Lying in the lawns 

and feeling the dew

even in the algorithms

I see you

Vacations have begun

now what to do

this time I'll surely come

to your home after you

To let you know

what my heart feels about you

Where are you??

Saw the missive placed on the table

needed a few moments to be stable
And

thought it to be another new fable

Oh! You wrote a sonnet so lovely

In it, you said you'll miss me

deeply,madly n badly

but honey where in the world

are you going??

I'm not waiting here

till your home coming

It must not be your crazy 

adventure trip

which makes me give 

the old fotos a flip

honey,I'm coming to you 

just give me the name well

because without you

this place might turn into a hell

Dil is smiling ( a song )

tujhsa kahaan yahaan jaana

tuhi mere jeene ka bahana

tere sang rahu har ghadi har dafa

ki hai maine tujhse sachi wafa

pyaar main tere doob jaau

bin tere rahu to shayad mar jaau

tuhi mere zindagi ki kahani

kabhi judaa na hona O meri diwani

These lines I wrote in nearly a minute. Well, I don't mind landing up as a lyricist.

Hello! main Karthik bol raha hoon,Karthik

Saw KCK today and enjoyed it.It is written and directed by Vijay Lalwani and KCK is his first movie.Also,the dialogues too are written by him.The first half is amazing and was due to the fresh dialogues and Farhan Akhtar playing Karthik. Farhan was very real playing the character.Yes, he can act very well. Deepika was fine but movie is around Karthik. The scene in the first were karthik pities and cries over him really make the audience give sympathy to the character. Farhan and Deepika shared a great chemistry with fresh n crazy dialogues between the two.The music is good and you all know well how the songs are.

Now coming to the 2nd half, it also has  a fine story to tell but as the climax begin to unravel the movie slackens and the audience is quite bored awaiting the climax. This is mainly because you may already have guessed the climax because you've witnessed this before in a very nice movie.Now, I'm not unraveling much. But looking at the movie as a whole its worth a watch and you'll enjoy it. My ratings 2.75/5

Mann mein hai

likhna chahata hoon
par likhu kya
khojana chahata hoon
par mann mein hain kya
dil ki baat sunle o pyaare
yaad kar woh falsafe sunahare purane
Ajab si kashmakash mein na tu pad
Al iz wel bol ke kaam pe chal.

Saaz ya Sazaa

 
Tu mujhe  koee sazaa na de
aaj sirf jeene ka mazaa de
ye din mujhe hain bada pyara
kisike aankho ka main hoon
chamakta sitaara
raah take hain meri koee
ruswa na mujhe use karna
use jaroorat hain meri
tu mujhe baad mein fursat mein mil
maine abhi dekha hi kya hain
thoda kamjor hain mera dil
jaldi hain mujhe jaana
tu mujhe baad mein mil
khush reh O pyaare
mujhse keh raha hain
mera dil



 Here, the poem depicts the pursuit for happiness,for good luck of the protagonist. The protagonist meets with an ill luck and confidently accepts it but humorously ask it to leave him for that particular time and meet him when he's got plenty of time and nothing much important to lose.

Ab bacha hi kya hain......jeene ki yahi wajah hain

An hindi song written by me. hope you all will like it.

Ab bacha hi kya hain.....jeene ki yahi wajah hain

ab bacha hi kya hain
ab bacha hi kya hain
saath tha jo, chhuth gaya
raasta tha woh gum hua
yaad tha jo ruswa hua
haan ye kya hua
haan ye kya hua
kaash yeh pal kabhi na aata
hum bhi woh suhane pal abbhi jiya karlete
magar abb
bacha hi kya hain
haa bacha hi kya hain
Par shayad
phir savera hoga
tumhara saath dobara naseeb hoga
dosti jud jayegi
raasta mil jayega
aur jeeneki yahi wajah hain
haan yahi wajah hain

My Paramour

This poem has shades of lust. Yes, you read it right .But it is different in a particular way than what you are/may be thinking right now. As it is said that excess of anything is dangerous, the poem goes on the same lines and is about recognising and tring to overcome that devil. At the end of the poem you must have understood the real and complete meaning. Well,no offences intended in writing the poem.I priorly apologise if anyone is uncomfortable after reading.Well, guys and gals you can digest this. Enjoy!! The poem  is titled My Paramour. Btw, Paramore is one of the bands I listen to. Well here is the poem for you.

 

My Paramour

I was lonely and unloved
eagerly waiting to be loved

You came into my life
to vanish this sorrow
But you kept on loving me
like there's no tomorrow

You were there for me like a shadow
but now I think it is life
that I should borrow

I'm losing my life because of you
though others can't see and recognise you
You my paramour is nobody else
but my other real self
  

Many days back I heard  a song of the 90s which talked about the 'prime object' of the poem and then I also googled the side effects of excess of this object.This inspired me to write this poem.


P.S. Here I don't want to malign the word 'love' . It just has a different shade to it. It is also one of the most sacred words for me but it aptly replaced the original word and as always it was done for Euphemism's sake.

Love the way you love me (Song)

O baby

I love the way I hold you

I love the way you look back at me

love the way you smile

love the way you talk to me 

love the way you sing

and love your sweet sounding voice

love the way you're in my arms

love the way you're on my back

and love the way you're behind during a ride

You can't measure my love for you

But you are the one who made my love sound true

I can't live ever without you

O I love you, I love you

I love you a lot my guitar

I love the way you love me O my guitar

love the way you love me my guitar

Thoughts.....

These thoughts I wrote nearly a year ago during a class and think that they need to be included here.I don't know whether they make a poem.This appears in my orkut profile also.

I dream of this, I dream of that
I dream of what-not and
what-what
The future seems calling me
I'm uncertain about the present
think of what I have done
where have the enthusiam and
creativity gone
which I possessed in the past
I want those two same now
for I have to transcend
the regularities
to set new vistas,
I want to be free,
I want to follow my passion
for there my heart belongs

A Cry

O mother don't fight
O father don't fight
Please don't get me
out of your sight

I'm your baby
whom you brought
into this world
You were overjoyed
and proud to be deserved



( I guess this is unfinished)

MySong - Going to the Himalayas!

the mountains gonna be with me there
the nature's gonna be with me there
some strangers & rangers gonna be with me there
I'm going
O Poo! I'm going
to the Himalayas

there, I'm gonna make the cloud a friend
the blue sky,the tall trees
and the scenic mesmerizing beauty my girlfriends
Will listen to the opera of the birds and wind
also will dive into the Ganges to pray for all
my fellow beings
It's always great to climb the shoulders
of the Himalayas
O Himalayas,O Himalayas
I'm coming to you
my mighty Himalayas

MyPoem- Oh,you pink butterflies!

Oh, you butterflies are so beautiful
marvelous, ecstatic,
aesthetic and wonderful
but I gaze at you being so fearful

I dream of the one amongst you
every morning and night
My joy would be doubled
if you give me a sight
Not want to chase you
but adore your charismatic flight
Also the gaiety surrounds me
when I'm far around thee

I'm ain't close to you
for there's reasons being might
Nevertheless,I know you'll come to me
with a smile
on one such lovely moonlight


Here, Pink Butterflies represents a group of girls and the protagonist is infatuated to one amongst them but at the moment don't want to express his feelings to the girl.

My Poem- Confessions of a vivacious whore. (My masterpiece uptill now).

I sleep the lonely nights
with a well known stranger by my side
daylight breaks,the morning awakes
and I'm myself,a girl who is like any other
waiting for my man
to complete my life
to give me joy and happiness
and also memorable nights
he'll take me to a whole new world
where there will be numerous colors
except- red
then there will be me,him and our
sweet little children
this is no utopia for me but my
life's desire
for I'm waiting for my man
to complete my life and be
by my side

My Song/Poem- Alcoholisation....Confessions of an alcoholic

You can try to tempt me
And persuade me
For I'm battling the moonshine of the toddy
Felt the pain
Cherished the agony
Rented in the 'state' and been a slave
To this thing said to be as a shapeless matter

Body is weakening
Affluency is decreasing
and Close-ones departing
and, and I'm left
with a bottle
with no shapeless matter
This,this is due to the thing
I call...........alcoholisation

My version of Come As You Are.

come
as you are
don't delay
it is being late
waiting here
for you to come
in my life
that is stagnant
and needs a catalyst
to accelerate
you'll make
all my dreams
come true
i don't know why this i said
but yea its true
for you dear
my heart's craving
for you dear
my eye's searching
Yes i know you'll come
there ain't no inhibitions
come as you r
i need you as you are
i need you as you are

My Poems....awefully romantic...i guess so.

Thank you my dear

somethings are just cruel
somethings kind
just wanna relish the moments with you
and as always I see you by my side
baby,you are the rock of my life
you are the dream of my soul
and you are the zephyr around me that roll
like jerry said to dorothy- u complete me
i guess i can't finish this poem
so waitin for words from u to be poured



My life with my life

i see the rosy roses
the burning candles
and the flowing happiness
and you and you and you
From now on I'll rise up with you
fall back with you
you'll be my reason, my destiny
and I guess I'm d world for you
u and i will be together forever...till death do us apart.

Love is........

Now after being a 22 yr old I think love is... a habit. Here I'm speaking about love between two 'soulmates'. Everybody have their own definitions or explanations but in the end all is zeroed down to 'one soul cannot live without his/her mate'. Now, here the catch is- one can't live without the other because he or she has become habitual to the other and vice versa. Some say its love at first sight ,etc but after being habitual to the other then only love starts.

Anurag Kashyap

Anurag Kashyap truly is a key factor in the commencement of new age bollywood cinema. With films like Black Friday and Dev D he has blown away minds of the bollywood cinegoer and has made him to say 'wow', 'what is this, this is different'.He was also the co-writer of the cult film 'Satya' and this he wrote when he was just around 21.He is inspired by the classic Bicycle Theives and shades of realism can be widely seen in his films.His movies are aesthetically marvellous too.He wanted to be a Scientist but was later hooked by films.He also directed the amazing short film for Star- The Last Train to Mahakali starring Kay Kay Menon in which he(kay kay) is a student at AIIMS and hopeful of finding a cure for virus.I guess the idea that the protagonist is like a Scientist must had crept from Anurag's fascination to be one. Also, I think K Jo depicted young Hrithik fat in K3G  because he himself(K Jo) was overweight in his childhood and afterward lost those kilos. Hmm, real life situations are true motivation for innovative ideas.